Enduring Love

my sleeping beauty

sometimes life surprise you the way you don't expect it would be..this month really turn my life upside down. you see, i hadn't been really close to this type of girl lately..but eventually love caught me and tie me up tightly..its all start with a phone call.that night i was desperate to find apparatus for imt lab next morning..i donno who else i should call.so i decided to cal Wanna..its wierd coz i never talk to her by phone any time before..but it all changed.its like magic..the first word from her mouth flung me up in the sky...her voice so melting and sweet..i swear to god at that moment my heart fell in love with that voice..its like the voice from an angel...so sweet and comforting. fill with warm and sincerity...i don't no any word that can describe how wonderful her voice at that moment..
and so i had once again silently fall in love and not knowing what to do...

i got some advice after that and i start calling her and messaging her every night...at first it all when as i plan...but not for long..i'm already in exam week..so i had to stop calling her and only messaging her once or twice a day...its really annoying to know that you can do nothing about it till after mid test over...i don't know what else i can do to make this love grow...i'm desperately need her and madly love her...i don't know what else to do...

thats all...

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where have my money gone??

MONEY,MONEY,MONEY...where have you been??...i almost starved to death trying to find you...i have to buy a bike, i have to buy dental equipment, i have to buy books,and i have to eat...so, i need you so much...and i meant it.Please come back..i can't do anything without you by my side...

thats all...

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still standing

its still fresh from msia when i wrote this.in indon it feel weird to start any conversation.i dont really no to say word exactly as they would.but its still make me wanna talk more.there are lot of pretty girl rite here.and i mean really pretty! but i dont have gut to say hai as i dont intend to start any relation anytime now....

i've already start register for new sem.its really work me out really hard.its really tiring..

thats all..

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home sweet home

actually its been a week since i've been home.all i've done was playing games, go out to KL,sleep a lot and not to forget eat a lot.i'd tried to reach for my friend but not all of them are avalaible. Still i got work to do. I have to find job to raise money, pick up cash from pedoman kemas and to find teeth for next sem.not to forget to pay fee for next sem.

its been wonderful to be home. its like heaven.i got to eat a lot, sleep a lot, fast internet, lot of games and most of all i got to see my family.

it'll be soon till i flew back to Medan...i hope time pass slowly so that i can cherish each second meaningful-ly...

thats all...

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EXAM!!!

today, i woke up and everything was the same. everytime i open my eyes i wished that i was 10 years younger. because i don't have to think about problems, exams, relationships, money and everything. everyday is fun. you got family, friends, toys and protection. nobody gonna be mad if you broke something . at least you don't have to pay for it. first thing is grow up healthy and smart. and that is what i am today. but its just my imagination. the truth is i'm don't get enough food, not enough money, and not enough time!

my exam week just around the corner and i'm still here in front of this monitor trying to say something weird about my life. my everyday life. every time i type in something i hope that it will bring something up. maybe like money raining from the sky or i got A's for my exam. at least it makes me relief from my problems for a second. its still don't do much though.

all i hope is that i could do my parent proud of me...proud for having me...

thats all...

another day another dime

its kinda wierd today...i got up early and ready for classes as usual. After class we all was going to cafe for brunch and then this girl,as i tried to talk to her, she got mad at me. all i just did was joking around asking some girls there to go out wiF me and she kinda humiliate me there--in front of every one!--.i got mad and throw myself away..not bother to talk to her again.then she kinda felt regret and try to talk to me again.she sms me but i dont have a heart to reply that time, so ignored her with feeling to reply it later.not long after that my phone rang and i picked it up. it turned to be she, pleading for forgiveness and i have to say yes as she sounds so regret and hopeful. Anyway, its still one of stories in my life.

Actually, exam just around the corner and i got to be ready to read with all the subjects.its kinda heavy actually.so many too read but yet too little time left. but still i have to be positive and work wiF all i got.i wont let my parent down this time..not anymore..

thats all..

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another nice dream

i just got another wierd dream..i rode a bike n my gf join me on my back..usually she sit a bit far so she wont touch me, but this time she lean to me n that make me creepy...still its amuse me...then we go to mall n have some break...just as we havin so much fun there apearred my x-gf ....both of them..dont no wat they doing there..but surely its annoying...

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