so busy i guess

Are there any people out there who done nothing but sleeping and eating?

I just wish I can be like them...

When we talk about busy, I mean really really busy, I never imagined I am part of it. Though its tiring but its only for my education. If its about co-edu, I didn't have to hesitate to put it aside for awhile.

There also people with some talent but they misused it for their own goods. I hate this kind of people. Using one's weakness to gain profit for their own.

"Don't be too close to him. He might harm you spritually(using magic I guess) and then all you can say is, yes of course, this is one million you asked for. I'd fall for it once, I just hope you didn't be the same as me. Just know when to back off and stay away."
- Nina, concern friends....

I know there are people like this, but I never thought i'd met them and have to work with them. I really hope God will help me before he done anything to me..

thats all..

before its too late

I had tried fasting a day and two. its still a bit hard at first. but i hope that its get better in time. Fasting month just a couple month from now. If i'm not really get used to it, i think its gonna be really difficult later on.   I am really satisfied with my new bike. It turned up to be quite amazing how i got it in first place. but now I am happy with the decision i made though i know it was a guidance from Above. Every morning i would clean it with a wet towel -like bathing a baby- and rub away dust and dirt. so far i only washed it once and its all because it gets dirty from the rain.   i'm not much a talking guy right now. i don't know whats in my mind. Please have some chat ubai. You're making your friends wondering.Its like you had some really big problems. just hoping that i can get more lively than before.   thats all...

Stuck with the wind

Today is the first day of classes for this semester. I woke up early but i still feel so sleepy. not much happen in campus. just meeting old friends and having chats. then we had dinner together at pizza hut.
i bought a new bike - Bajaj- a blue bike. it looks nice and comfortable. it so fuel-saving that i almost wasting most of my time on it travelling around from places to another. the price also reasonable for me. i hope i can take care of it until i graduate.
I still got works not done from this web. so much to do and so much demand. sometime i got scraped off from it.
thats all...

front line,soldier!

its almost 2 month since i was home. Next few days i'll be back in Medan to continue my course. Classes are not going to start just yet. but I have to head back early to register for a new semester. I've planned to buy a new bike -motosikal- and as soon as I've done with registeration I hope my new bike is already there in my garage. I'm not sure which bike I should buy. I had some picture in my head but the prices still unknown to me. For a safer way, i'll pick a less fuel-burn type bike just suiting my needs. Sometimes I even think about having a scooter. You don't need to change gear or anything. Just press on the accelerator and there you go. Moving smooth but soundly. I hope i'll pick a right one this time.

Thats all..

war ahead

Times flew like winds. its like just yesterday I arrived home and only a week from now i will depart back to Medan. My last test result were really dissapointing. I can't even get an A for any subject. I knew it will be like that. Even if I try hard to the very end, its just won't do enough.

actually my mind not really into writing this.LOL. I'm watching Incredible hulk right now. so much work but yet so much scrapping off. *sigh*.well, I'm almost finish with the web. I should upload it by tomorrow and hope it will be ok.

thats all..

Give me more work

I hadn't had enough sleep lately. I had to finish this web A.S.A.P. though its really tiring. sometimes i asked myself again, why in the world did I accept this kind of job?. Its not like I'm not happy with it, maybe i'm kinda stress with all the work that need to be done sooner. I really am puting all I got into this web. I work from a scratch and made a web. then something just didn't went right. so I start from a scratch again. This happened so many times. I can't even recalled how many times did I repeated this steps again and again. I wanted to show everyone the best I could give them. Its not merely a job for scraping off or even just for fun. I did it to improve myself. I had this boundaries that I know I could surpassed it. It just take a lot of works and intention. Its just then you'll know how big is this world.

Lately, i'm working on Macromedia Flash and Dreamweaver. So much to explore yet too shorts in time. Seems like the clock spins faster each day. Not a second to waste.

Thats all..

Pisang River expedition

i got early in the morning coz today i have to meet my frenz in front of International Islamic University. I went there in tren and cab. its some kind of expedition coz we all had to travel about 1 km before we reach the picnic place. we even walked beside highway road. but all effort did pay when we reach there. its so amazing and refreshing. First thing first. so we lit up the charcoal and prepared the barbaque place and so on. when its all set its time to do some splash!! wuho0!!

after all the travelling and swimming,i felt really exhausted. i got home at 8 o'clock nite time. being there quite entertain me. i felt like going there some other time now.=)

thats all..

home sweet home

so great to be here at last. i'd experienced a journey on a ferry with pijan and hidir. its kinda fun to hang on upper deck with wind blowing your hair and sweeping your sweats. it thrilled me to nerves. but for sure, i got home safe and sound. i even get a free ride from a very good lorry driver coz i got stuck in other place. in the end everything went fine. thank God for everything.

 

i'm not doing much through day though i want to do more. i'm exhausted from a long trip home. i guess scrap by now wouldn't hurt. i should get a very good sleep. its really tiring. even now.

 

my dad ask me to went out '40 hari' but i got a lot to do in mind. so maybe i just stick with 20 days instead. i'm not quite sure if i really wanna do this. but i have to confide myself to it. theres no other way better than doing this. i'll surely doing it until my heart accept it as it is.

thats all..

 

homecoming

three days after final exam and i still here in Medan. actually its quite fun and enjoying coz i have my friends here to do things together. i'm going home by ferry tomorrow morning. its my first time riding it so i'm kinda nervous. i hope everything gonna be well.

 

some of the exam result had come out and its not as good as you always wanted. so far i got B+, B, C and D. so far its came out right. i'm not really putting my faith in these papers. i know i'm not doing very well. but still if some miracle happened i really glad. for now i just accept what ever result came to me.

 

i don't know if i'd changed a lot from when i first came here. somebody told me i am different. in what way i still don't know. i hope i'm changed for the better not for worse.

 

thats all..

EXAM

its exam week already and i didn't feel a damn about it. I don't know why I didn't feel like having exam though it is final sem exam. This exam thing just didn't really matter for me anymore. Maybe I wanted so much to go home that make it less important. But still I studied hard at night and revised it at an hour or two before the test starts.

 

I wanted to sell my bike so that I can buy a new one that fit my needs. I had spent more money on fuel than usual riders. Thats why I need a new spend-less-money-on-fuel-bike. I still don't know what to bring home this time. Should I bring usual stuff or should I bring smothing different. We'll see...

 

thats all...