Eid - Month of sacrifice

I remembered last time I went home to celebrate Eid Mubarak with my family. Its still fresh in my memory like it just yesterday.



My lil bro n sis..I miss playing with them.



Chatting dgn Tok Long Musa..that moment I was eating nasi impit dgn rendang daging.



WiF my lil bro..harap2 la die besar nnt lagi pandai dan bijak dari aku nih..



WiF my fren..dak kenit and dak katik..dah la xdapat gi majlis raye..last2 mkn paim je..hahaha..what a memory.



but now, I'm right here struggling for final exam tomorrow. Its a big exam for me because I've been downgraded for two straight semester. This time I will make a change to it. I hope so.

getting fired up

Yesterday was really tiring but it feels worthy. I had Pedo paper that morning. After that I went home to get my lab jurnal which I forgot to bring. Nisha followed me home. We should be in class at that time but we stucked by traffic jamm and nothing we can do about it. We decided to eat as we are starving to death.

I went to get my bike serviced and it takes only an hour as there no one there to queue. When everything done, I dash home quickly because I felt really sleepy. I need some rest. I woke up after that just to get news that my housemate already booked a court to play futsal at 6. I don't know if I should go but I played anyway because there was no other available person they could get.

Just when we ended the futsal game, I went dinner at Paim. Then stick around house 23 to kill time. Julu already booked futsal court at 11 and they're shorts on players. I promised to come though its gonna be really tiring game. Its ended up with goals. Lots of goals.

Now I can't get any sleep because I'm already pumped up by caffeine which I should not take in the first place...*sigh...

::I missed An..

thats all..

Get married??

I’ve been thinking about my future for sometimes. Things about marriage and life after that.

“Nanti dah grade trus keje..sebab klu nk kawin kene kumpul duit atleast RM 10k utk hantaran dgn kenduri kawin...tunang je pun dah brape dah...klu nk jimat kene la pakai moto dulu...duk dgn parent ke..klu kene posting jauh, duk kat flat je la kot..mmg jimat abis la..
kalau berjimat btol leh la save RM 10k.

Other option, nanti dah grade, keje jap stahun pastu trus wat Master...pastu stat keje dah dpt gaji tinggi...klu kawin trus pas abis Master pun xde la kabut sgt...kre membantu gak la..leh la klu nk pakai kete besa mase tu..beli umah ke...tapi lambat la nak tunggu...maybe dah kawin dah kot time amik Master tu...Ntah la...”

After marriage, there should be:
- Cari umah nak duduk
- Kete
- Perabot dan peralatan umah
- adik bradik or ipar2 mintak tolong/pinjam mcm2
- parent n mentua mintak duit every month
- parent nak timang cucu cepat2
- Balik kampung
- Hutang keliling pinggang

thats all...

Square root of three

"I’m sure that I will always be
A lonely number like root three

The three is all that’s good and right,
Why must my three keep out of sight
Beneath the vicious square root sign,
I wish instead I were a nine

For nine could thwart this evil trick,
with just some quick arithmetic

I know I’ll never see the sun, as 1.7321
Such is my reality, a sad irrationality

When hark! What is this I see,
Another square root of a three

As quietly co-waltzing by,
Together now we multiply
To form a number we prefer,
Rejoicing as an integer

We break free from our mortal bonds
With the wave of magic wands

Our square root signs become unglued
Your love for me has been renewed"

- Harold and Kumar: Escape from Guantanamo Bay

Lacking study

PMR : 9 A
SPM : 4 A 8 B
Matrix : 3.45

Now??
I'm just average. Am I becoming stupid-er or dumb-er??
I think I missed something very *Important*. Maybe :

--> tak jaga amalan.(byk silap kat sini kot)
--> tak jaga semayang.(ntah la..pe nk jadik ntah)
--> banyak sgt dosa.(ni mmg dah kompem dah..)
--> byk kutuk org (esp dosen)
--> byk tido yg lebey2.
--> malas bace buku.(bace komik rajin lak)
--> study last minit.(tu la psl..)
--> tak cukup nota(lambat sgt carik..)
--> suka berangan(xdpt den nk nolong eh..)
--> asyik men gitar.(buang mase gle..)
--> asyik tgk tv.(xde bende best pun sbnrnye..)
--> wat entry kat blog..(*sigh))
--> byk buang mase atas moto.(jalan2 je keje..gi paim pun kre same la tu..)
--> begayut kat tepon.(ntah sape ntah yg aku kol pn aku xtau..)
--> Layan feeling lebey.(ni tahap jiwang abis la ni..adeih..)

Ohh..banyak nye yg perlu aku ubah..*haih*

thats all..

TAGGED - sara, faiz, julu, din, mira..huhu

Sakinah tagged me..here it is..

* RULE #1 - People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any 1 questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.....

* RULE #2 - Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by and continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Forget her. Look for someone else. F**k her btw.

2. Do you like tags?
Not sure. Kinda killing my time.haha.

3. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
Rich! ha3..lovely wife also..

4. Whose butt would you like to kick?
don't no. never hate anyone. maybe Sara's would do..ha3

5. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Mansion. Luxury cars. Personal plane. Went around the world. Help poor people.

6. Will you fall in love with your bestfriend?
Maybe.but no hell I'm gonna take a chance..

7. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Loving someone makes me a me. Being loved made me scared. ha3..don't no why.

8. Are you gorgeous?
I'm not handsome. I'm gorgeous.LOL

9. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Like some other girls. I'm gorgeous maa..ha3.

10. What do you pray each day for your loved one?
Love me always. Never cheated ever.

11. What takes you down the fastest?
Losing someone precious.

12. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
On the top of the world. Success maa..

13. Why do you think you are so tensed up..no matter at the office..or at home or in your toilet??
Orang xnak layan lawak aku..mesti la mara..ha3.

14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
Sweet

15. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
Rich and married. Kawin itu sunah nabi.

16. Who would you like to see the moment you wake up?
Sape2 selain malaikat mungkar nangkir.

17. What’s the character must have in your partner?
Suke jalan2 nek moto..

18. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
The prettier la ofcoz..and the one I love the most..

19. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
Forgive but never forget.

20. Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
Single is good. Couple complete me..hu3.

21. Would you leave your family behind just to chase your dreams?
Ah..hell no.I'm a family guy lah..

Tagged :

1. Sara
2. Faiz
3. Din
4. Julu
5. mira

Another swing

Hold it tight and never let it go. That's just what everybody said when they already found "the-right-one". But there's always a time when you reach the line where there is no more words that can describe love. At that point, all of the feelings turn upside down and you started to wonder if all your feeling was real. When that happened, you should listen to your heart and look into the moment you shared together. Moments you were kissing, hugging, hanging out, making love and how sync you are for each other. Trust me. It'll work.

"Its building a bridge of chance for your love." - My sassy girl

Miss her deeply

I dream of her in my sleep. I tried to called her but she seems far away. I sceamed for her but she just kept getting far.

Then I woke up and I hardly hold my tears. Now I know how it feels to miss someone deeply. I miss her very much..and I barely breathing..

Cupid arrows

1. The arrow sails right through: The result is falling madly in love, albeit briefly, with the first person you see. This can be quite embarrassing in the short term as running up to someone on the street, shouting "I love you!" and grabbing a boob or a crotch is generally frowned upon. However this causes no long term damage to the heart.

2. The arrow glances the heart and cuts it: This is initially very painful. The heart becomes very tender and leads to drunken whining along the lines of "Why don't you love me?" *Sob*. Fortunately the affect usually wears off by morning.

3. The arrow hits the heart but bounces off, leaving a bruise: This is a simple Do-you-want-to-go-out-sometime?-No-thanks situation, rather than a Do-you-want-to-go-out-sometime?-Ewww-you-make-me-want-to-shove-my-fingers-down-my-throat-I-have-to-go-take-several-showers-to-get-rid-of-the-grossness-of-being-asked-out-by-you! type scenario. Again there is no long term damage, but you should take care with the heart for a while, because it will be a bit sore.

4. The arrow digs in, but snaps off leaving a fragment in the heart: This can be quite nasty. This happens when you ask someone out and they say yes, but rapidly lose interest. Ultimately it doesn't cause too much damage, but it's a bit annoying.

5. The arrow tears a chunk off the heart: The hole means that you are susceptible to developing huge crushes based on physical infatuation. If dealt with correctly this isn't a problem, it only becomes so if you leave the wound open to the elements. Most cases of stalking are a result of carelessness in this area.

6. The heart gets mangled: This happens during messy break ups. In this case Cupid got the shot right, unfortunately your chosen love decides to pull the arrow out with the delicacy of an elephant doing decoupage. This causes mass tissue damage and the heart struggles to survive. It's all kinds of painful.

7. Critical Fault: This is the worst. Cupid again is right on target, but unfortunately the arrow snags on something and is yanked out through the top causing a crack. It's circumstances beyond Cupid's your or anyone else control – it's just a bitch. If not treated carefully the heart can break in two and become completely useless. The common response to this eventuality is to go "ow! ow! ow-ee! ow-ee! ow!

thats all..

Cupid story

Cupid never actually graduated from Love School; he failed his archery exam because he was such a terrible shot. In spite of this he has gone on to become the most successful person to have attended the school.

For true love to occur, one of Cupid's arrows needs to pierce our heart directly. The closer to the centre the better.



Cupids arrows are dipped in love juice, this disperses into the heart making the person all sappy. The love juice is made from:

* Melted down romantic films. The quality of the film affects the love's chance off success. Should it be something fun and funky such as the Wedding Singer the relationship has every chance. However if the film was some god awful tripe featuring Julia Stiles then it is doomed from the very beginning.

* Awww juice. This is created every time someone saws "awww" because of Cutesy Wutesy Kittens, Fluffy Wuffy Bunny Wabbits or Sweet and Cute and Ickle (sic) Ducklings.

* Mushed up Flower Petals. Cupid uses sweatshop workers to stomp on them and give them the correct texture.



thats all..