Its Real!!

I had a nightmare last night. I can't get that dream of my mind. Its about a girl that obsessed with me and turned out she's a ghost. She kept haunted me every where I go. When there's a girl I get close on, she shut her up with scary faces. Eventually I tried to run away from her but its just no use. Because she's a ghost. Fortunately, I woke up just before she tried to curse me to death.

But bad things kept on coming. There at FKG we had anniversary for our faculty and one of the activity is repeling which we use rope to descent from top floor. Lucky for us because the tallest building is only 3 storey high. But there's this one girl had a worst day in her life.
When she was about to descent, she got scared and can't put herself together. Things don't turn out so well as she fling over and turned upside down in the middle of the rope. I didn't know what's went wrong but she let go of the rope she supposed to hold and just a second later she crashed into the floor from that height with face down. Some guys rushed in to help her. So do I. She bleeds from her nose and half of her face already covered with blood. Then there's screaming and yelling with tears on the eyes of all the witnesses. Everybody couldn't believe what just happen. Everything happened in a split second and nothing can be done to help her. The girl then being rushed to the nearest hospital to emergency treatment. Everyone pointing fingers to the instructor for that mistake but he denied it. He said its that girl fault for letting off the rope. Yeah. Like who's gonna believe you now.

When I get home the first thing come to my mind was Yumira. I wonder if she's okay. Something bad might just happen anytime. I wanted to say to her that I will catch her if she ever fall. I will.
Of all the things that happened today, I still can't believe something like that should happen. If they take safety measure completely, nothing like this could have happen.

That moment she crashed on the ground still fresh in my mind until now. I hope I can sleep well tonight.

thats all..

tell me


"When you fall in love and break up so many times, the cupid arrow just won't rest on your heart anymore, bcoz there won't be anything but a big hole and shattered pieces..."-Anon-

 so Tell me why this hurts so much...

thats all...

Earth stood still

"Injured and too tired to think,
but still her presence appear in my eyes..."

thats all...

Empty apartemen


It's okay to be angry and never let go
It only gets harder the more that you know
When you get lonely if no one's around
You know that I'll catch you when you're falling down
We came together but you left alone
And I know how it feels to walk out on your own
Maybe someday I will see you again
And you'll look me in my eyes and call me your friend

thats all...

From here we start..

I leave this here =)

thats all...

cupid and who??





thats all..

Girls and more girls


"when I see your face 
there's nothing that I would change,
coz your beautiful 
just the way you are"

thats all...

Happy birthday to Me..:)


"kasihku jangan kau bohongi aku
kerna ku benar-benar cinta kepada mu
kuharap jangan kau tinggal kan aku 
kerna aku cintai mu selamanya"

thats all...

Thats all that I can do


"Malam itu aku merisik alam maya, bertanyakan khabar rembulan dan suria,
Apakah masih aku di ingatan setelah lama aku bersendiri?
Mungkinkah tiada lagi tempat untuk memuja meski hati ini merindu,
Moga segalanya ada seperti waktu itu. 
Waktu yang masih tersimpan kemas menjadi ingatan indah
Mengulit mimpiku setiap malam.."


Dah abis kat Departmen Oral Surgery, masuk pula kat Departmen Oral Medicine. Kat sini cuma 4 minggu je. Itu pun kerja macam senang skit. Takde nak kena pakai skill macam kat OS dulu. Cuma kena banyak baca buku and pandai diagnose je. Hopefully kat sini boleh dapat ilmu dengan lebih banyak lagi. Mudah mudahan dipermudahkan segala urusan.

thats all...

Bila ada rasa cemburu

Dalam dunia ni mmg banyak ujian dan cobaan. Kadang-kadang ada masa susah, kadang-kadang ada masa senang. Tapi tak selamanya kita tetap pada satu keadaan je, *pic related - Julu kalah fifa stret 3x dengan Aimaan*

Apsal dalam dunia ni ada orang cakap tapi tak serupa bikin?
Lepas tu ada pula cakap orang lain buruk segala macam tapi diri sendiri tak mau lihat ada tak buruknya?
Tak kira lagi yang asyik cakap besar tapi kerja entah ke mana.

Kenapa lah mesti ada orang macam tu kat keliling aku? Yang kanan tak puas hati kat kiri, yang kiri susah hati tengok yang kanan senang.
Oh kawan-kawanku~
Oh Sahabatku~

thats all..