Why would they open?

**Gave you all I had but you tossed it in the trash..**

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But darling..

I'd still catch a grenade for you

Throw my hand on a blade for you

I'd jump in front of train for you

You know I'd do anything for you

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thats all..

Time is running out

Its Monday already and 3 days break had gone so fast. Football? You went to the wrong place. I know we just won 1st leg of the final AFF Suzuki Cup but I'm not here to tell the story of it. After dozen of thinking I finally make up my mind about my future. What is it? Sure to tell it later. Got some work to do first.

thats all..

Thrown away

Sometimes you just have to smile, 

pretend everythings okay, \

hold back the tears and just walk away..

Its happened again.

I can't think straight. 

I don't know what should I do.

Its the same all over again.

thats all..

Happy Birthday Yumi!

I'm not sure if she likes it. But I'm happy when she smile. I don't know what gift I should get her. I don't want it to be too fancy but not anything too cheap. Surely not a doll or a flower. Maybe a chocolate or a keychain would do.
On second thought, is it okay if I give her cards and flower instead??
I can't make up my mind right now. Hurmm..

thats all..

In me head

I'm tired.

Need more sleep.

Where is everybody?

I can eat a whole cow right now.

I want Slurpee drink.

thats all...

No one can change in a day!

Yesterday I cleaned up my room and started to arrange all my stuff. When everything seems to be in place, I've planned to make some schedule so that I would remember more of stuffs. But its another work that takes forever to be done. Where to start? Making a list or make a table first?Write it on paper or just type it in computer? Use a plain paper or a fancy one?
What the heck??!!

This is funny. That "Bon" is me in the game. Then there is Yumira as my costumer waiting for dishes to be served. LOL. I accidentally saw this and make a screen capture. So here it is. Still smiling each time I see this.

thats all..

Got some money?

I think I've overspent some money and now I really in a tight belly. What a ridiculous amount of money you have to use for clinical in USU. Almost every month now, I have to ask for more money. I don't know where else I can find some..

And for some reason I felt tired almost everyday even if I didn't do any work. I got to manage things better after this.

Get to sleep early. Get enough sleep. Eat properly. Wear clean clothes. Do some readings. Pray on time. Get rid of miscellaneous. Prepare early. Build up some muscle. Drink more water. Don't forget to brush teeth. Put on sunblock. Call parent every weeks. And so on.

thats all..

Discarded

What motivates you?

I need some..or maybe all of it!!

thats all...

Almost tiring

Got plenty of work loaded because I had some of them delayed until recently. When everything have to be done ASAP, thats when my brain can't handle it anymore. As usual when entering new departemen in USU, we had to take test to evaluate our basic knowledge about what we're gonna work. So tomorrow is that day and I have not read even a single note yet. Lets work out tonight and wish it to be better tomorrow, as always.

I leave this here.
Its almost a week since I last chat with her. Its gonna be weird when we start chatting again. lol

thats all..

Another day

We went paintball-ing last weekend. Still excited to hold that gun again. This has been a very tiring day for me. After playing futsal Saturday night, that noon we went to play paintball. Its still not enough, so we played futsal again tonight. So all things lead to me being exhausted. I need a long rest tomorrow.

This is the only picture of me taken that day. Because I am the only one got out early in both game. Its enough though.

thats all..