still standing

its still fresh from msia when i wrote this.in indon it feel weird to start any conversation.i dont really no to say word exactly as they would.but its still make me wanna talk more.there are lot of pretty girl rite here.and i mean really pretty! but i dont have gut to say hai as i dont intend to start any relation anytime now....

 

i've already start register for new sem.its really work me out really hard.its really tiring..

 

thats all..

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just imagine things

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home sweet home

actually its been a week since i've been home.all i've done was playing games, go out to KL,sleep a lot and not to forget eat a lot.i'd tried to reach for my friend but not all of them are avalaible. Still i got work to do. I have to find job to raise money, pick up cash from pedoman kemas and to find teeth for next sem.not to forget to pay fee for next sem.

 

its been wonderful to be home. its like heaven.i got to eat a lot, sleep a lot, fast internet, lot of games and most of all i got to see my family.

it'll be soon till i flew back to Medan...i hope time pass slowly so that i can cherish each second meaningful-ly...

 

thats all...

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EXAM!!!

today, i woke up and everything was the same. everytime i open my eyes i wished that i was 10 years younger. because i don't have to think about problems, exams, relationships, money and everything. everyday is fun. you got family, friends, toys and protection. nobody gonna be mad if you broke something . at least you don't have to pay for it. first thing is grow up healthy and smart. and that is what i am today. but its just my imagination. the truth is i'm don't get enough food, not enough money, and not enough time!

my exam week just around the corner and i'm still here in front of this monitor trying to say something weird about my life. my everyday life. every time i type in something i hope that it will bring something up. maybe like money raining from the sky or i got A's for my exam. at least it makes me relief from my problems for a second. its still don't do much though.

all i hope is that i could do my parent proud of me...proud for having me...

thats all...

another day another dime

its kinda wierd today...i got up early and ready for classes as usual. After class we all was going to cafe for brunch and then this girl,as i tried to talk to her, she got mad at me. all i just did was joking around asking some girls there to go out wiF me and she kinda humiliate me there--in front of every one!--.i got mad and throw myself away..not bother to talk to her again.then she kinda felt regret and try to talk to me again.she sms me but i dont have a heart to reply that time, so ignored her with feeling to reply it later.not long after that my phone rang and i picked it up. it turned to be she, pleading for forgiveness and i have to say yes as she sounds so regret and hopeful. Anyway, its still one of stories in my life.

Actually, exam just around the corner and i got to be ready to read with all the subjects.its kinda heavy actually.so many too read but yet too little time left. but still i have to be positive and work wiF all i got.i wont let my parent down this time..not anymore..

thats all..

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another nice dream

i just got another wierd dream..i rode a bike n my gf join me on my back..usually she sit a bit far so she wont touch me, but this time she lean to me n that make me creepy...still its amuse me...then we go to mall n have some break...just as we havin so much fun there apearred my x-gf ....both of them..dont no wat they doing there..but surely its annoying...

 

just adding some time to this page..later then...

thats all...

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lepas mid-sem

wow, i'm back in here.my cousin just flew to japan today.i knew it would be 4 to 5 years to meet her.its a warm day n kinda raining for awhile in the noon.maybe god want to give cool for a sec.today i'm doing nothing.just wasting my time after exam.its kinda relaxing for 3 days straight.i woke up,play futsal,got something to eat,watch tv,eat again and go to sleep.i kinda active this week.tomorrow i got futsal match.we are so lucky to be chose to play in the opening match.but guess what,we got to play against last session champs!woohOO...sound tough..yet it would be fascinating.i hope so..

another side story is about new anime in the house.'Blood+' about vampire,just got into me.all of it is 50 episode n i had only watch 28 episode so far.i never knew if i can manage my time well with this new coming anime in my house.

thats all..

dream and again..

(last week story...3rd-March)

hi..its been weeks to be back here. I try to be here more often after dis. only 2 weeks more to go before mid test and i got lot of work to do. there are some problem though. like bout my bike, i thought my dad agree to buy me one.but it seems like he'd changed his mind and it ll like forever before i can convince him bout my bike again. some bad news doesn't always come alone. the good news is i got a new house for next sem. it a big house and cheap! the best part is i gonna get a single room. =)

yesterday i got a wierd dream. in my dream i met my cousin - sweet dahiyah - and we change glance. then suddenly she ran towards me and hug me tight. her lips touch mine and i can feel the sensation trough my lips though its only a dream. it so sweet. we roll on the grass with each hands tightly around waist; feeling every moment deeply. then i woke up smiling. i dont no if i smile satisfied or happy but surely it been in my head the rest of the day.....only a dream though.

dreams make me think of thing, feeling, something i forget, something to learn or something i miss....sometimes dreams come true and it feels like deja vu.
i dont have anything to say.

thats all...