Chauffeur..heck!!

I'm restless when I'm home..*sigh
I thought I could get some rest but things just won't work out the way I always wanted..
I went to PD as my dad asked me to drive him there..
I took some picz just to kill time..ahaks~



Helping myself on he bed..very comfy..huhu~


Room where I stay..just for a couple of hours actually...


My dad...he didn't pay me yet! he promised..


So damn tired after a long chauffeur job..huh..

home sweat home

Its good to be home again!
Everything changed since last time I was home. We moved back into our old house in Sg. Buloh. But some renovation seems underway. I arrived safely with Mamut and we had our lunch at KFC....woo..best makan kfc msia.huhu...

Hactic as always..
I thought I can have some rest when I got home..but instead of comfy bed, I end up in front seat of my car! My dad asked me to drive here and there..
so much to tell....
maybe later..

thats all..

Going home

Can't wait to see my family..wuhoo0!!

"Banyak bende nk kene wat balik nih..kad atm aku patah lak ari tu...balik ni nk kene trus wat kad baru..pastu nk bayar yuran...wallet pn nk kene carik baru..
then kene cari gigi utk lab...byk bende nk kene kemas lagi sbnr nye...

pastu utk org yg xbalik msia pun kene bwk sumthing..sian diorg duk negara org lama2...mesti rindu masakan msia...nnt aku bwk la sumthing...
pastu nk bwk gift utk An lak...die stress berat lagi skg nih...sian lak kat die...
yang aku leh wat pg td pun breakfast utk die jek...hermm...hope la die cpt2 ok...

balik nih nk tgk muvi2 yg dah kuar...nk ajak sape ek nnt? erm..sob,pijah,ibal,apar,alan,ramai lagi la...huhu...x saba nye..."

thats all...

aku tak main-main

Adoii..aku dah xtau nk watpe dah...
tekanan perasaan btol aku skg...
mende la yg An stress sgt nih???

Dah 2 ari stret dia x balas msg aku..ble aku ym jek die trus offline..aku kol pun die xnk angkat...aih...marah nampak...mende salah aku nih?

baru je nk wat suprise tuk die,tp trus rase down ble die wat aku cmni...adoii..
nk kate period, baru je 2 mggu lps abis...result die xbgs kot, kene remedial...ntah la...aku tnye asik xnk layan jek...

hermm...nk wat pe lg ek??

my head!!

Soo...heavy...can't..take..it..anymore..urgh~..

"Berat nye rase pale nih...adeih...perut pun dah 3 hari wat hal...damn la...salah makan ke?..adoii...smlm xde la tdo lmbt...tdo pkl 1 tu kre bese la..tp lps bgn pagi nih rase mcm pnat sgt lak...rase mcm baru lps men futsal je...tambah lak dgn pale nih makin berat lak rase...sebu jek...

bgn2 jek tgk jam dah pkl 9.30....adeih...lambatnye bgn...subuh telepas...prut lapa...pale sakit...exam x ready pape pn lagi...huhu~..nak nangis je rase...apsal ari ni camni haa??!!...adekah aku tdo dgn sgt stress smlm??!!"

my words

To Bibie:
Esok ak de exm.so ak nk mintak maaf byk2 kt ko.smua salah silap,salah pegang, salah cakap,salah pujuk. Sorry sgt2. n Thanx sudi kuar dgn ak b4 dis.thanx 4 letting me hold ur hand.thanx 4 evry time that u think of me.thanx 4 letting me fall 4 u..klu dgn membenci aku leh wat ko hepi..biar la ak dibenci selama nya..aku ttp care kt ko..xkesah la..asal ko hepi..." -end of sms-

its not me!!!it can' be...*gasp*(OMG!!!...IT IS ME!!!..)
ohh..what the heck..i'm used to be mat jiwang anyway...i just end up losing the feel of being one right now...not interested anymore...maybe Romantic is the right word..
ahaks~

nope. she didn't hate me..
she's just having some problems...yup..she stressed up..
nk kene pujuk die setiap kali pun cmni gak...besenye dari pagi bad mood, petang baru die ok..tp xtau la plak nnt smpi berminggu-minggu ke..aiyokk...jgn la jadi cmtu..
but that's my life...must get used to it..huhu~

thats all...

again and again

I'm getting quite a headache right now.

I'm being loved for one second..then I'm being hate.

Next, I felt being loved again..but just a moment then the feeling turn away..

Its happened again and again..

I'm getting sicked and tired of these feelings...

Ohh God...I wish I'd never fall for anyone in the first place~

Alien save the earth??

Keanu Reeves had leaved a remarkable impression from The Matrix and its sequel. But this time the story board of this movie give him a downgrade. Such a pity for a big commercial movie, the story are not as great as anyone would expected. Trust me. I've watched it.

The ending just so lame..

thats all...

thought from the past

I went through my entry lately and I found many things had changed. I learned many things and gained some experiences along way. Some of the entry caught my attention..

"Sering kali di dalam hidup,setiap orang akan merasai kejatuhan, hati hancur, ataupun dihina. Hinggakan suatu ketika kita akan merasa diri kita tidak berguna langsung." "Tapi walau apa pun yang telah terjadi, ataupun yang akan terjadi, anda tidak akan hilang harga diri. Bersih atau kotor,renyuk atau licin, anda tetap berharga terutama pada mereka yang disayangi." "Harga diri kita bukan datang daripada apa yang kita lakukan atau siapa yang kita kenal tapi SIAPA SEBENARNYA KITA..." jelas Prof Ibrahim. - novel kak mulia

thats all..

Pray to god

I called my mum yesterday. She told me that everything we do we might get wrong but God never do. So ask God for help before we start doing something. Recite Quran everyday and never ignore prayer. That is the way I live and grow with it.

Sometimes its hard to explain things just because they are complicated. But take your time and do it right. No one knows if the result might be more than you expected.

As we grow up, we learn to reason with things. We made wrong decision once in awhile and can't turn back around. But learn from that mistake. Never do it twice.

just reminding myself where to start...

thats all..