Its exactly the same

Sometimes we do the same mistake without aware of it. Its like hurting yourself on the same spot and of cause its hurt more. I can't think anything else right now except her. I had totally forgotten my past and its all thanks to her. Now I am fond to her so much that I want to share everything I feel and everything I have with her. I want her to know how much I beseech her. Its too early to say I love you or I want you but thats the truth. I can't hold it anymore. Even if everyone says I'm an idiot for doing such thing, I just don't care.

"Sorry for the things that I did not say, like how you are the best thing in my world and how I am proud to call you my girl."

thats all...

Had Enough??

Still missing old love??

Can't forget her??

Someone you seeing right now resemble her??

Share same dreams in life??

See her everyday keep you fall for her again??

Remember the sweet moments every night??

Keep listening to 'our' song??

See her name every where??

These questions have definite answer. – Yes – So, when will I ever moved on in relationship?
I just don't know yet.

Thats all..

So sick

I'm back in Medan already. But by the time I'm back here, I caught a cold. Exam is just tomorrow but I don't have energy to study till late night. I felt really weak right now. Oh God, please help me. I don't want to failed this examination.

So 'pening' and 'loya'...

thats all...

One big leap

Its not even a moment that I don't think about her. I tried to get her off my mind. But it just not working. And because of that I'm going nut right now.

"I will not die, I'll wait here for you. I feel alive, when your beside me."

thats all..

One step at a time

I don't know if I'm doing the right thing or not. Sometimes I get so excited and got carried away. Maybe I'm moving too fast that she doesn't prepare to face it yet. Maybe I have to back off for awhile. Give her some space to breath and to think it over.

As for now, I should concentrate more on my coming exam. So much to read and so much to remember. I just hope everything will go well after this