Sinar Dunia

I'm stress out really bad. I can't properly control my emotions. I tried hard to get into clinical for the next intake, but it seems to me that my lecturer doesn't really care that much.
"Kalau taknak tolong bagi masuk koass takyah la janji-janji nak tolong lah segala macam. Konon baik hati nak tolong orang nak kena D.O, aku sendiri dia abaikan. Macam tahi pun ada. Asal aku jumpa dia je, mesti dia buat-buat sibuk. Meeting lah, ada tamulah, nak pergi makan lah. Aku nak mintak 5 minit je nak cerita kat dia yang aku nak kejar koass. Tu pun dia takde masa."

Futsal is one of the thing that help me through this. I can't possibly keep anymore stress to myself. Then there came my cutest dearest darling. I had left so much space in my heart for her. but its all just an escape I use to temporarily making my head lighter. So please let me get on with the seminar and so on.

Something I was looking back there eventually just in front of my nose the whole time. What an idiot I am.

thats all...

For there is smile

That moment when I see her smile, something so heavy have been lifted away. I can't remember how long it is I was waiting. Just like a breeze, it passed by.

"For there is smile..."

thats all..

40 days waiting

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Why does sun rise every morning,

bringing light, hope and happiness over,

but then he disappear faraway,

when its the end of the day...

but I hope there is still light to come,

for I'm still waiting patiently for someone,

and its already 40 days till today,

just when I'm going to give up,

the moon appear and brighten my night...

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thats all..

Another self-made holidays

Bersusah payah aku kejar nak dapat masuk koas bulan 8 nih, leh plak dosen cakap "Ubai kamu bisa masuk koas bulan 10 nnt." WHAT??!!!!
Aku nak masuk bulan 8 la bingai...hadoi...ape lah masalah dosen nih..budak lain tu boleh je dia tolong kejar-kejarkan untuk wisuda. Aku lak kena delay-delay. Haram jadah nye dosen. Sakit hati btol.

pastu balik dari jumpe tu aku dah takde mood nak watpape. teringat nak buat karipap lak. Pegi la beli barang semua. Siap-siap masak semua dah masuk buka pose. Hujan plak tu kat luar. Memang nasib baik jugak la hari ni masak karipap.

macam-macam bentuk ade.

thats all..

Roti canai Medan

Yang ajak tak datang. last2 mkn bertiga jek. kali ke-3 aku datang tempat nih..

so far ok la taste die..walaupun kari die banyak minyak...

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Staying up

Its FINAL for WORLD CUP!!!!!

HOLLAND vs SPAIN. Who gonna bring the trophy home? I didn't have the chance to see all the action because I kept running here and there trying to do my works and at the same time enjoying World cup Final. However I had stayed until the last moment of the game. And Espana deserved that win.

CONGRATZ ESPANA~!!!

Now its time to get busy again. *bluekk*

So tired but still have to do it.

thats all..

A month it is now

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a month as we passed on with blink, 

I wish my eyes full with yours, 

and my mouth uttering your words, 

a second when sun not rise, 
but do my heart for your love..♥

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Hari ni macam tak berapa nak best sebab dari pagi aku tidur sampai tengahari. Tidur tu memang la best tapi kalau dah janji nak jumpa lecturer tapi tak pergi sebab tidur kan dah jadi tak best tu. Kerja pun tak siap lagi. Tak tahu nak tunjuk apa kat dia kalau jumpa pun.

So lepas bangun tidur je aku berazam nak start buat kerja. Ternyata hanya tinggal niat je. Ada je benda nak distract. Mula-mula tengok tv, pastu jemur baju jap, pastu amik video jamming kat aiman. pastu balik layan lagi video tu. Last-last dah malam, keluar makan dan balik tu terus tidur. Boleh pulak tu bangun pergi main futsal sampai tengah malam.

Ni baru nak stat balik nih. Gud luck tu me!!!

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Tabah lah menghadapinya

Apa la malang nasib aku ni. Asal jumpe dosen je, mesti dia ada kerja lain. Dah siap nak bincang dah ni, pastu boleh pulak tiba-tiba henset dia bunyilah. Lepas tu ada orang datang bincang itu ini lah. Siap dosen lain gaduh-gaduh pun dia nak join gak. Apehal boleh jadi macam tu??

Nasib la ada mereka-mereka ini yang menemani. Kalau tak mesti aku dah balik umah taknak tunggu dia dah.

bab tunggu menunggu nih dah lama dah start dalam hidup aku nih. Dari dulu sampai sekarang tu je la keje aku. Sampai bila pun aku tak tau.
Nak jadi hal, kunci moto aku lak patah time nak isi minyak hari tu. Terpaksa aku tinggalkan kejap moto aku kat stesen minyak, amik beca baalik umah nak amik kunci spare. Sebab tu je pun dah buang tenaga aku. Terus tak jadi nak puasa hari tu.

Jap lagi nak gi jamming lak. Harap-harap la leh dapat rakam satu dua lagu. Ni pun main terjun je nih. Tak cukup prepare pape pn.

thats all...