Not really wanted to go

When everything gone, you'll know its over. But part of your heart still refuse to accept it. This is why heart is a complicated thing God made for us.
Once you heart something, it took place deep in your heart and change you every now and then. You got the thing and you happy. You lose it, you feel sad. When you can't find it anymore, you heart broke.
Its something more than just affecting your emotion. Its affect your body, health, relation, wisdom, decision, and almost everything of your life. So to play safe is to make sure what you put in your heart is not embedded so deeply because things come and go.
But  I don't think anyone can do that...because everyone have heart.

thats all...