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I had a long talk with her. I really want to know what really happened from her own lips. I asked her what bother her last week. She paused for a second and sigh. I know this gonna be long conversation.
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"Rupanya dia bukan balik ke ex dia. Instead, dia tengah lari dari ex dia. Dia dengan ex dia dah putus sebab ex dia ada girl lain yang 'perlu' dari dia. Past mistakes. Selalu je kesilapan silam yang mengganggu present. And now, dia dah tak ada apa-apa dengan ex dia. Tapi dia tak berapa nak kuat. Sebab sampai sekarang ex dia asyik contact dia walaupun dah kena marah dengan kawan-kawan dia. Last semester, this girl terpaksa ambil prescription untuk ubat penenang gara-gara tekanan perasaan yang terlalu berat.
Last week, ex dia cakap nak datang jumpa dia kat sini. Dia marah. Dan setiap kali tu juga dia akan stress berat. This girl dah hampir gila nak lari dari ex dia. Dari SPM dapat 11A, matrix kat PASUM, then ambil MEDIC, I terasa sangat impress dengan dia. Tapi semester lepas dia drop dengan teruk. She starts skipped class. Berkurung dalam bilik. Once a while je keluar. Nasib baik ada kawan-kawan yang support dia."
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She said she desperately needs a turnover. She tried so many thing to change back to who she was. I said, you have to stop first what ever depressed you. If he contact you made you swallow a pill, then he is definitely the first thing to stop. Cut everything that related to him. Then will you find a new beginning. (Though I secretly want to be that new beginning).
I hate to say this, but men really are selfish. I am too. I know because I act like a jerk when I didn't even know the truth yet.
thats all...
1 comments:
Ubai in this situation i dont know actually you yang desperate or that girl..hihi...you yang kelam kabut nak cari dia buat ape...let her be like that because this girl attitude memang terlalu emotional..until dia sedar what should she do..even u cakap apa apa pun dia tak akan accept...for me why she should crying just for nothing there's so many guy out there yang available.Kalau dia menangisi di atas kematian bfren dia boleh laa..tapi di sebabkan bfren dia ada permpuan lain so get lost..Ubai kan ada....if she dont want that guy...dont bother about him let him miserable for what he has done...hehe..garang betul..then if that guy want to meet her..just ignore jee...this lady kena strong...because dlm satu waktu tertentu org perempuan kena ada maruah diri sendiri...for me if dia dah terkena sekali sebab that guy ada "girl" lain better dont accept lagi for second time..cos nanti lagi merana..sebab if this girl dah hilang kepercayaan tak mungkin dia akan percaya lagi..nanti kawin pun hati tak senang..so just forget about him...u cakap kat die cam tu yekk ubai...suruh dia cakap ngan i..sure dia happii..hehe..tapi..kan Ubai i rasa girl nii bila that guy call dia layan kot..tu sebab jadi serba salah..kalau dia tak answer the call for sure dia tak rasa serbasalah..cos dia dah tak bercakap lagi ngan guy tuu..then dia tak de benda yang nak difikirkan..betul tak....dia tak de rasa benci with this guy so that dia tak boleh nak lupa and cari lain bfren...that is what i think dalam fikiran dia..
Selalunya memang cam tuu...perempuan yang lemah lembut memang tak kuat...kalau perempuan yang tegas ..yg garang..dah lame dah this guy kena maki..hehe..eehhh tapi if this guy dah ada new girl nape lak dia cari balik this lady..pelik yee.....
Ubai ...i takut nanti u jadi problem solver sgt2 nak bagi dia hapii but then dia kawin ngan orang lain..buang credit jekk..hihihi..kalau jodoh tak kemana....even dia reject you pun...kalau jodoh nanti u kawin gak ngan die..hihihi
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