I need you

Baby, I'm sorry if I can't get to your expectations. But I tried my best to be the best man in your life. Just give me more time and I'll show you the person I can be.

Being a dentist

This morning my super senior flew home, taking with him the title "Doctor".I is so honourable and graceful. Last Sunday, we had a dinner with him. The whole batch join in and I feel really great to be able to celebrate it even though it was just a simple dinner..

Graduating from University is a very meaningful moment in one life. But that doesn't mean you already done with learning. Its just a big step into a working life.You will learn more about life and experience in a new situations that need your skills and judgement. Its a lot more difficult than you imagine as you have to be responsible for every work you that you've done.

Having a family add ups to your burden. But as you grow older and mature, these things that you learn in your life will make it all seems worth. I'm beginning to wonder how will I end up to be??

thats all..

Spell it out

I just realize sometimes I did worry about my future very much that I always put myself in someone elses shoes. What if I end up like them? What if the same things happened to me? What would I do then?

"The future is still unknown, the past had become history, but today are yours to decide.."

thats all..

Have you decide yet??

"There are two things that kept me hanging on- a kiss, and a hug."

If you've been told to choose between two cakes, one is your favourite flavour with beautiful decorations and another one just a plain cake – you have to eat both– which one you will eat first??
- I hadn't been able decide yet.

I wanted to save the best for the last. But I also want my favourite flavour in my mouth first.
Its like watching a movie that have a slow start but ends in a very mesmerized closure. But having a glorious start would certainly help even if the ending just an average closure. So what will it be??

thats all..

Its exactly the same

Sometimes we do the same mistake without aware of it. Its like hurting yourself on the same spot and of cause its hurt more. I can't think anything else right now except her. I had totally forgotten my past and its all thanks to her. Now I am fond to her so much that I want to share everything I feel and everything I have with her. I want her to know how much I beseech her. Its too early to say I love you or I want you but thats the truth. I can't hold it anymore. Even if everyone says I'm an idiot for doing such thing, I just don't care.

"Sorry for the things that I did not say, like how you are the best thing in my world and how I am proud to call you my girl."

thats all...

Had Enough??

Still missing old love??

Can't forget her??

Someone you seeing right now resemble her??

Share same dreams in life??

See her everyday keep you fall for her again??

Remember the sweet moments every night??

Keep listening to 'our' song??

See her name every where??

These questions have definite answer. – Yes – So, when will I ever moved on in relationship?
I just don't know yet.

Thats all..

So sick

I'm back in Medan already. But by the time I'm back here, I caught a cold. Exam is just tomorrow but I don't have energy to study till late night. I felt really weak right now. Oh God, please help me. I don't want to failed this examination.

So 'pening' and 'loya'...

thats all...

One big leap

Its not even a moment that I don't think about her. I tried to get her off my mind. But it just not working. And because of that I'm going nut right now.

"I will not die, I'll wait here for you. I feel alive, when your beside me."

thats all..

One step at a time

I don't know if I'm doing the right thing or not. Sometimes I get so excited and got carried away. Maybe I'm moving too fast that she doesn't prepare to face it yet. Maybe I have to back off for awhile. Give her some space to breath and to think it over.

As for now, I should concentrate more on my coming exam. So much to read and so much to remember. I just hope everything will go well after this

I’m trying

I am already here in my hometown. Just as planned, I stayed with her at LCCT until morning. It was the best moment ever in my life. We spend time together all night going here and there and then back again just to kill time. Being with her until morning just won't do. I really hope we can spend more time together. Parting time sure is hard. I don't know if I ever have chance like this ever again.

Days passed by and I'm beginning to fall for her more and more. I said that this time I won't put everything on the line, but the truth is I'd already do that. Now I felt like every day I want to see her, hear her voice, talk to her. I madly in love with her and this is what I afraid the most. Once I fall in love, in my eyes, everything in the world is nothing more important than she is.

I hate this feeling so much but I also want this so much. As long as no one else gets her I don't really worry if it takes more than forever to be with her.

thats all..