Returning the favour

I wanted to write it here because I can no longer keep it to myself.

I've been a loser for sometimes chasing and begging for this girl. I've wasted my entire life letting her inside and not letting her go. For many times now, my friends kept telling me to move on. But just like a dick head, I stand firm. What so special being a loser, I didn't know.

But last night, I changed back to whom I used to be. No. I get worse.

I smoke.

I drink.

I longing for girls.

I didn't study.

And I was stupid.



Then I realize how things resolve around me...

I closed my eyes for a moment...

I took a deep breath...


And now I know what I really need...




thats all..